2nd beta day!

Waiting for the results today is not nearly as scary as waiting for them last Friday.  but, in a way, it's almost harder b'c this makes it real.   hearing that my numbers are increasing as they should would allow me to really start embracing this pregnancy.  of course I celebrated and have enjoyed this feeling, but I have hard a hard time really letting go because it is so terrifying.  I know you all know what I mean.