2012..
I don't know what 2012 will bring: finally sunny days ahead? the beginning of peace & joy? or will it just be an extension of 2011? If it is the latter, I will hang on as best I can but I can't make any promises - whatever (unatural) ending I have will come abruptly & without warning...I won't quit DS but I don't rule out quitting on life.. WARNING: if I'm MIA for a couple weeks, listen for my eternally fading voice as I shout "Man Down, Man Down.."
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That a very interesting \"polar\" expression (that is \"fading\" and \"shouting\") you make at the end of your entry.
I do hope this year brings more light to you and hope.
I\'d stick around, Mal. 2012 is going to be a life changing year for everyone. I feel it coming. You don\'t want to miss it.
I know how you feel, though -- oh yes, I do. I want OUT too. But it\'s not my choice to make, in my case. I have work to do, and do it I must. God bless you.
jill
Oh no - it can\'t be an extension of 2011 - we just must refuse to allow it.
I don\'t have capacity for any further 2011 -- 2012 healing and renewal - has to be - HAS TO BE!!!
Gentle ((hugs))
:-) Patricia
I think everyone sees the new year as a fresh start Mal, putting the last year well and truly in the past. If you can look at it from this angle I think things will improve for you.