I'm at a stand still. I thought Adoption was the answer to our problem's but after talking to some ppl. I'm not sure thats the road we want to go on. I'm still looking into and talking to others who have adopted, but we are still going to do the infertility treatments. My cousin also said that she would surrogate for us so I have that running through my head. I really don't know what to do. Right now we are taking the month off and will start again next cycle, after that I don't know. I try and picture us without kids but it makes me so sad I can't stand to think about it. But Adoption is so scarey and expensive, of course the easiest solution would be to concieve on our own, but apparently thats not so easy either. I asked DH what he felt in his heart we should do and he said to continue with fertility treaments. So as right now goes I guess we are ttc. Adoption is still in the back of my mind but........