The past couple of weeks have been really hard for me. I just start to feel better and then something happens. Like last week I know everyone just cares and wants us to know that they are thinking about us and everything, an dI appreciate it I really do It's just that we got a card from DH's Aunt a thinking about you card, and then she writes if you guy's are hurting then I am sad to, and other thing's. I lost it after reading that.  So then a day or so after that DH's mom sends us a package of an angel, (they live in Wi., us in Mi.) so they can't be here, and the angel says even though were miles apart my arms are around you and everything a whole saying on the belly of this angel. Once again I lost it. Cried all the way to work. And of course my eyes were red so everyone was asking whats wrong, It was a very long hard day. Then yesterday we get a x-mas card with another caring statement and I cried again. I asked DH if I was ever going to be happy again. Of course the God send he is said yes when we get pregnant in Feb.  I'm so thankful I have him. Baby dust to all who read this!!!Jessica