It's wednesday now and even though ttc was fun, I'm still bummed that we are not doing IUI. I'm just hoping and praying even harder that this time it worked and I won't have to go through this anymore. I'm trying real hard to keep my spirits up. But on the other hand I don't want to get to excited because if it does happen to be negative then I will crumble hard I just know it. But we find out on Nov. 4th. So all the good thoughts and baby dust are greatly appreciated. I told my husband lastnight that if it's positive then we need to have his family over for thanksgiving. They live in Wisconsin, and we are in Michigan. And just make an announcement then. If I have the will power to wait that long. :) They have helped us out so much financially, we couldn't have done it without their help. I hate the 2ww, it's the worst, I told my DH that I wanted to take a test today. I'm just excited. I even decorated for x-mas. I told DH that x-mas makes me happy and I was having a bad week last week, so I told him if I can look around the house, and see x-mas and not focus on the baby things we have bought already thats what I need to do. And it has helped.