update

well a lot has been happening.. angelica is amazing and i am so grateful for her everyday.. I think I'm becoming selfish because i have been blessed with her and all i think about is another baby a sibling for her.. I waited 13 years for her and its not any easier wanting more.. then there is this group i have been hesitant about posting wanting a second baby when some of your are still longing for your first.. i didn't want to seem ungrateful.. i find myself racking my brain trying to remember what i did or how i did it that actually lead to a baby..
In the mean time i am looking for work still, and decided to finally go to get my Masters in teaching.. I am so please I will be starting Sept 11th and graduating May 2017...
things with her father are still pretty rough i do so much and don't even get a thank you.. he and his sister had surgery the same day at different hospitals so there i was running back and forth between two different hospitals getting their meds and food making sure they were comfortable.. after that they couldn't be alone so there we all were in my 2 bedroom apartment.. my husband his sister her son me and my daughter.. it was ok but I've never been so drained..
yet i have been told i do nothing to support him. he's been here all week don't get me wrong i love helping just want a little thank you.. 

I have missed everyone so much.. i have no friends here and my family is pretty much separate from me.. please say prayers