update

Today i signed up for my classes to start my masters with initial teaching certification...Well LO is going to be 7 weeks, man the time is flying it seems like yesterday I was bawling over the 6 tests I took in shock.. Still waiting to hear on the 2 bedroom apt its been 2 months and these ppl are taking their sweet time.. Matt and I have filed papers for the divorce.. LO is 100% attached at my hip, I can't put her down at all she's afraid I won't come back I guess.. Even when Im feeding her she has one hand gripping my shirt.. Its been very rough because she will fall asleep in my arms and I go to put her down in her swing and she will realize I'm not holding her anymore and let out this blood curdling scream like she's in tremendous pain.. She won't let anyone else hold her if they try she screams and does the pouty lip till they give her to me and the min they do she stops.. I don't know how Im going to be able to leave her to return to work in 12 days..I can't even bare the thought of her screaming all day looking for me and I won't be there to comfort her..