Update

i have not been on this site for years, but I have to say. I am finally , in the past 6 months I made the biggest change in my life in which should have been a long time ago I left my job after 15 long years, in which I was just miserable, my marriage sucked , I had no friends, I gambled Alot, I was way overweight , could not even walk on a treadmill, and now I have been Gambling free, joined a gym , got a new job, list weight and ran a 5k, and many more of them to come so if anyone needs advice anything I am here