I just wanted to write a few things down, I just can't stop thinking about the things I have done and how stupid I was for gambling, I know I am feeling a little depressed is because reality might have really hit me in the face. I know I have an addiction and I can't say I will never gamble again, and it is a day by day thing, but so far I have stayed strong and I will continue to be strong and just for today I will not gamble. I am going to study for my final exam for Economics tomorrow, everyone have a good night. Hugs, Mindy