I just want to let everyone now that I am ok, I have been really busy lately with school and work, and then I was sick again this weekend, I am just feeling depressed and of course my bank account is in the minus and the messed up thing is not even because of gambling, it just really sucks, I can't wait till I get my life and everything in order again, I can't really say too much, except for everything just sucks. I will have a GF day today, and I going to try and quit smoking again, I decided to set a small goal again for that, I will be visiting the gym tonight, so that has been going well, I guess I just can't deal with these darn financial issues, I am just getting so freaking frustrated. Well everyone have a good day and if I have time, I will check and read journals tonight. Hugs,Mindy