It has been a couple of days since I have been on, I have been busy studying and making plans for that wedding that I have to be in, more money to spend that I do not have, I wish the one thing that we are waiting for comes in the mail today because I really need that tax money everything is behind because of my stupidty and I do not ever think that I can forgive myself for the damage that I have done. Well anyway I can only just move forward, I can't look back, I need to just hope that everything will work itself out.Talk to you all later because I am in work, everyone have a GF day, Hugs Mindy