Good Morning everyone, I am so tired today, I got called into work yesterday on my day off and then I had to go to school, extra money is good but I am so tired, and then today someone called out so that means more work for me. I hope everyone is doing well, I am doing ok, just worried about the bills, but one day they will be caught up, thank god for income taxes, we received mostly everything except one thing and hopefully it will come by this weekend so my hubby can do the taxes and we can get our money, and I will get everything caught up and not gamble again, I guess I can never say never but I can take one day at time and live everyday wisely. I also had realized how short life is and I just want to enjoy every minute of the life I have left, I came in work yesterday and found out that one of my co-workers had killed himself on Friday night, the messed up thing I was talking to him and he seemed so happy on Thursday, what makes people do that I do not know, how someone can do that to themselves. I will check back in later. Just for today I will not gamble.Hugs,Mindy
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Sounds like your finances are going to be fine -hopefully that will give you some peace and some sleep!! I am awake every night thinking about my finances and worrying so I know how it feels. That is so sad about your co-worker. It just goes to show that everybody is dealing with demons of their own. We are not alone - whether it is gambling, alcohol,drugs, depression - it is out there and we need to be there for each other. Try to get some rest when you can. I am with you!!
I\'m so sorry to hear about your co-worker. They say that people that commit suicide are usually very happy and relaxed right before the do it. Something about making peace with the decission. I can see how people can do it. I\'ve been very VERY close to it myself a couple of times. I thank God and the love of my life for bringing me around to my senses. I hope you can get some rest soon! Hanging in there the bills will soon be caught up. Peace and Love. Patty
I am sorry you are having to work so hard but you\'ll be glad you did with the extra income. I am glad the taxes can take care of some of your financial problems. About your co-worker, that is so very sad. Desperation and fear can consume us and drive us to the point of suicide. One thing about your work, it probably helps in keeping those urges at bay. Love and Hugs