Well I am back for the second time today, I did have fun on my birthday, spent time with family and my husband and had a wonderful birthday yesterday, but today I am feeling a little depressed, mu hubby had to go back to work today, and for me I am going to work around the house, alot of cleaning to do, something I have not wanted too do for a long time, but it is time for me to get my house in order and my life, I will continue to stay GF, and work on the smoking one day at a time, and eventually everything will fall into place. I don't know what I would do without you all, I love you guys. I will probaly be back later, I don't want any urges to come with me being alone in the house and get tempted to go where I should not go. I will go finish my soap opera and finish the cleaning, and next week I will start school and go back to the gym on a regular basis. I am going to be the person that I should have been along time ago. Talk to you all later. Mindy

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Happy belated Bithday to you, I am glad you enjoyed it so much. You sound so much happier and that is great. You can do anything you want all you have to do is set your mind to it. Your doing great, I am happy for you. Sending a big hug your way. lov ya
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Happy Birthday and - glad you had a great time at times it is the hardest thing we deal with the being alone with ourselves, yet it can also be the most rewarding and self revealing. Hope you had a great day. blessings Barbara
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It is good to hear that you had a good time on your birthday. It is the best thing you can do for yourself, coming here to DS when you fell depressed and having to fight with urges or alone time. Trying to concur to major changes in your life can play havoc on your emotions. It is exciting to go back to school and to the gym. You are working on a lot of things here, your, mind, body and soul and I think you are doing just wonderful. Keep up the good work. Love and Hugs
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The urges are hard when we are alone. Fill the moments, just moment by moment and you can do this. You will look back on your day and be encouraged by what you have achieved. I think all of us can relate to letting our houses and lives go wile we were active in our addiction. It\'s good to ahve a wake up call. Blessings and love to you today. Suzi
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Sounds like you have a plan. That\'s good, it keeps the mind busy and off gambling urges.
I\'m glad you had a nice birthday.
Hugs,
Liz