Well I made it through work, I am feeling a little better tonight, I am just going to relax and go to bed early, well hopefully earlier than usual. I started thinking about Christmas next week, I told my husband that I will not be going with him to his family's house, they asked him over the weekend if I was coming and he said no, I told him I cannot or even want to see his son, I know it is harsh to say, but after everything he has put me through I just can't do it. My Husband said that he did tell them why, I just hope they understand the reasoning. I have my family and I do love my husband, I just hope I am doing the right thing. I need to stay strong and focused and battle my own problems, I am sure we will both enjoy the holiday we will just have Christmas at night when we are both home. Well that is enough for now, I do not want to stress myself out over this and I will not. Tomorrow will be Gf and smoke free.Goodnight Friends,Hugs, Mindy
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Don\'t stress yourself out over things you can not control. It does no good to anyone, especially you. You are doing so great, keep it up. Stay strong. It is a daily battle, but we will win the war!
Good job on the smoke free. Hope your Christmas turns out wonderful and all your wishes come true.
Mindy, you are doing so great!! Smoke free and GF, Yea You!!! Have a happy holiday
You need to do what you feel you must. You wouldn\'t be relaxed if you went and saw your step son, it\'s an uncomfortable position that you don\'t need to be in right now. Your step son will know why you are not there. Don\'t stress, relax and enjoy Christmas with your hubby. Hugs Suzi
thiking of you, rest up, you are doing so great and making choices that will reduce stress over this holiday time, that has to be a good thing. Today we will not gamble. Hugs