Just checking in and cathcing up with some journals. I just hope I have the strength to quit smoking and not gamble. Well just for today I did not smoke or gamble. I am just feeling down in the dumps, I don't even know why myself. I am just gonna take a hot long shower and get ready for bed. Maybe it is just hormones. I need to stop stressing about alot of things and realize the important things in my life. I have also decided that I can't go to my husbands side of the family on Christmas , I have too much anger right now towards my stepson and I do not even want to see him, so it is probaly for the best that my husband goes without me. When I get angry I tend to get crazy and he is ok with me not going, he knows how I get. I don't want to ruin his day either. Well anyway I am signing off now. Good night everyone,Mindy
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I too want to quit smoking. I have been smoking for years and have quit several times. My best results were when I just quit cold turkey, made it 5 years that time, don\'t know why I ever went back. I will be watching your journals and picking up on ways to beat the smoking habit.
wow! Look what you accomplished today. You are working so hard on yourself! I wish you some peace today. Hugs Suzi
hey mindy I\'m with Auzgirl, I wish I could send some peace to you, sleep well, deep restorative sleep. hugs
Mindy, you are definately taking on alot right now. Great Job but just remember to take a few minutes for yourself. Stay Strong
HUGS
Judy