Well it is 1:30 in the morning, I had a long day went to work then I went over my brothers house to play games and watch movies. I want to thank everyone for the advice on what I should do for Christmas. I just want to have a nice enjoyable day, I will talk to my husband and see what he says, he said he told his family the truth and I did nothing wrong, he knows his kid needs help. I still have a few weeks too decide what to do, I will take one day at a time like everything else. I am signing off now so I can go to bed, I need to start my shopping today so I will go the mall and start buying Christmas Gifts. Still GF thank god, I know I can do this with all my friends here at DS. Hugs to all,Mindy