I am just checking in and today I will not gamble. I have some errands to run in a little while, but I just needed to come here and write. I am still upset about my slip and there was really no excuse for it, I can't blame anyone for it, I know some of my jewelry is gone and my husband is working on the military school thing through the school system for my stepson, he needs it, I had explained to my husband that somethings needs to be done and I am sure in the long run it will help him, my husband feels like a failure and I feel like I add to that, obviously I did not do a better job raising his son, I can only do so much and when I try to help it ends up slapping me in the face, the kid has stolen, lied and totally disrespects both us. I told my husband he has to do the right thing, right now my stepson is staying at Grandmoms house, I feel bad but I can't deal with anymore crap. Am I doing the right thing? I don't know I just want to have a normal life for once. Well I will not wrote anymore for now, I just need to move on and focus on what is important. Happy Holidays to all of my friends here at DS to listen to all my bullcrap. Take Care,Hugs to all Mindy