Well I slipped tonight it was only 60.00 bucks, and then I realized what am I doing here in this evil place, realizing it is not going to get back the jewelry, it will only make things worse. I am a strong person and I know I will get my finances back in order, my marriage and the stress at home will come together hopefully. I think my husband does realize that this is serious and if his child is stealing from me, Lord knows what else is he doing. Well anyhow back to day 1 GF tomorrow. I feel so dirty and disgusting when I do this. Why do I do this, because it is an addiction. Tomorrow I will not gamble. Take Care everyone and I will write tomorrow, when I feel better. Right now I feel like crap for doing this. Take Care Everyone. Hugs. Mindy
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One day at a time love. We can do this. We have done it in the past. The One thing we need to realise is....we need each other. The support here is fantastic. I want to be here to cheer you on when you have had a good day and be with you as a shoulder to cry on when you haven\'t, our lives will just happen but we can start to take charge of them every single day...just for today. Hugs Suzi
sounds like you didn\'t go into \'the zone\' when you busted, you stayed present and thinking. Be strong. Just for the day, a gamble free tomorrow, thinking of you, be well
Don\'t be so hard on yourself Mindy! Tomorrow is a new day...Stay Strong!
Hugs,
Liz
Don\'t be so hard on yourself Mindy! Tomorrow is a new day...Stay Strong!
Hugs,
Liz
Opps! Sorry posted twice! I was going to say, great advice Eastwester!
Hugs,
Liz