Today I actually had a day off, I needed a break but the day went so fast. I kept myself busy and cleaned, did the laundry and caught up with a bunch of things. But I think the best thing I did was cut up that stupid casino card, I actually felt better after I did that. I will stay GF I know it is only day 5, but I really can do this. I know my family is important to me and I eventually want to be debt free I know it takes time, and I need to just take on day at a time. Well tomorrow is Halloween and I have to work late anyhow, after that I think I will treat myself and get my nails done, that should make me feel better after a long day at work, and then maybe I will watch a scary movie or something since I will be home alone, my Husband was supposed to have off, but he needs to go in, but he will actually be on vacation next week, I have to work though and go to school on Monday night, I am so nervous about starting my Economics class, I hope the teacher doesn;t get pissed since I am going be a little late to class on Monday, because I need to work till 6 and I am supposed to be at school at that time, we are still short staffed at work so I need to go in, I hope she hires someone soon, or I might crack I have been working six days for over a month and I need a break. I feel like I am writing a book, but tomorrow will be a gambling free day and everyone will take care. Happy Halloween.