Well those damn demons got me again, I went to the casino after a month, I lost about $150, I don't know why I did it, I was bored and stressed out, I have been working so hard, I am so stupid, I originally went there to get a book for this horserace I needed to play, but then I heard the ringing of those bells on the slot machines. Well tomorrow is another day, I will have to go back to day one, and come back here and start writing daily. I feel like crap, why do I do this to myself, I don't know. I need to stop, it just kills me I feel dirty and just get disgusted with myself like I have been robbed of something. I will have a GF day tomorrow. Everyone have a nice weekend, I need to go to bed I have work tomorrow and only 1 day off because we are short staffed at work as it is. I will check back in tomorrow. Take care everyone.