I had my first trigger in awhile. I normally don't get triggered so easily. I woke my boyfriend up from crying and he stayed up to comfort me until I stopped, so that was good at least.I was watching a t.v show on netflix and it was a scene where the daughter had tried to commit suicide by downing pills and alcohol. I'm assuming it didn't work because her father walked in right after.They made the scene so beautiful and I was filled with rage and jealousy and then I just lost myself with all kinds of emotions.
I just want it so bad.