Just venting.
I don't want to try anymore.
There's one thing that's keeping me. I couldn't imagine how my mother would be after; I'm already afraid she's going to kill herself now.
I just want to end my life, no matter what could happen or change for me in the future. I don't care, I'm tired of wsiting to find out.
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Oh Honey, I am so so sorry that you feel this way. You are going through a hard time right now. Can you go to see a psychologist or therapist? They can help you. I have been in counseling for most of my life and it helps me very much. Please do not end your life, I have been there many times and I put myself in the psychaitric unit. Would you want to go there to get help? I am so so sorry you are going through this. I can relate, if you want to private message me, if you want. Hugs!
I\'m so sad you feel this way Lacey. I know I am late to comment as I have had trouble logging on. Wondering if you are still feeling this way or if you have come good.