better day

Today is a much better day.  My son started talking to me again last night.  Got me to make him cookies too.   I'm trying to learn to let go.  He will need to understand that I won't ever stop worrying about him. 
Saw the doctor yesterday afternoon.  She doubled my dosage of glipizide from what she prescribed last week.  My glucose was averaging 243 the past few days.  She said the goal is under 180 consistently.  Once it is then I can start taking my new prescription for Seroquel so I have to manage this mood swings/psychosis til then.   It's been really hard lately.