Alone

I ruined everything. I can't sleep, cant eat. I'm a wreck. I realized that the way I treated my wife was foul and way out of line. I want to try and rebuild what we had. We have been married for 9 years. I don't want to throw  away what we had. I know if I continue to take care of myself and get help, than maybe I'll get a chance. And maybe she will walk back into my life.