I'm pissed off about getting raped. I can't sleep because I keep thinking about it. Not even just raped, everything. I'm such a stronger person now and there is no way I would let that happen to me now. I'm not angry at myself for letting it happen, because I was a child. I'm angry at him! he was older,he should know better. The guy what abused me, he is about 2 and a half years older than me. He is still in the same shitty band, he got a 2:2 in his degree, I doubt he even has a job! He's still with the same girlfriend he got right after he left me, who even looks exactly how I used to look. Its like he's exactly the same person. And his band is SO SHIT, and the photography and graphic design on the website is even worse. I hate this guy!!!! But I feel good that I'm better than him. Because I AM better than him. I might not be a good person but I never did the shit he did. Fucker. I'm gonna talk more about this later....I'm not done with this yet.
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Feeling angry about this is normal & can even be a good thing. I\'m glad you realise you\'re better than him and you have so much to give and do in life! x
Your anger and hate towards him is justified. he deserves it. and yeah you are waayyyyy far better than him, you are great person. and its good to see you being angry but doing it in a more positive way.
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You are a good person, sorry this shmuck did it to you, im glad things are not working out for him. Its easy not too look at his website, just be careful, its doesnt become an obsession. you are wonderful and ive known you for a year now, you are wonderful, be proud of what you have done. BIG HUGS. here for you Katie. use this energy into something great, im glad you are writing about it, helps to get it out fo your system.....