ill never be the same as any one else, I'll always be impulsive, crazy. I'll never be able to plan my life farther than a few months. its a difficult thing to think about. When I begin to try and explain what it feels like to be crazy everyone loses track of what im talking about. Being crazy is like being filled up with a big ink blot that you want to step into. Its like being in a nightclub, the stobe lighting blocks out things and makes them look more interesting at the same time. Everything is jerky, amazing dance moves, everybody talks louder. Everybody talks a load of shit because they're drunk. Thats what its like in my head.