I have decided to stop taking my medication. I have been happier than I have ever been in my life on them. But I feel like I have lost a part of myself somehow. Like If I was depressed again at least I wouldn't be like everyone else, just going through life not thinking about anything just being totally normal. Being depressed feels like being outside of the world looking in, and I miss that feeling. I feel like it would help my creativity loads if I was off these tablets.