I'm finding working 9 till 5 pretty difficult, and at the end of the day I'm always ready to go home. Ive admitted that I find it hard work and my boss seems to think this makes me lazy or something :( She told me that when Marc Jacobs interviews his employees he insists they don't have relationships-as they are too time consuming and asks them weather they are prepared to work all night (marc Jacobs only gets two hours sleep per night) I told her I would rather be unemployed than do that but she thought differently. She said people in fashion are prepared to do anything for their passion. Its make me think, am I that passionate about it? Maybe not, maybe I won't get very far in fashion- in fact I definatly wont. but by the sounds of it I dont want to be. I love my boyfriend, I want to have kids someday and I still want to be able to do things I really enjoy like walking and reading and just...chilling!  Its made me feel realy miserable. I thought my internship would enhance my career, all I've learnt is that I haven't got what it takes. My happiness is the most important thing in the world to me- I've sacrificed it for my passions before, and I promised myself I would never get like that again. I refuse to do something that isnt fun and will make my life miserable. Why can't I get respect for that?