I can't eat. I haven't eaten more than one meal per day for 2 weeks. I feel weak and tired, I can't stay awake. I went out last night with my friends for the LAST TIME! it exauhsted me, I think they're beginning to understand I can't do stuff they can do.My boyfriends cousin died from lukemia the other day, and my best friends sister has lukemia. I can't imagine being so terribbly ill, I can't even cope with this.