I havent wrote in here for a while I've been having a pretty stressful time but hopefull its settling down now, After been referred to a cpn and standing hime up twice (I am now blacklisted) I decided it would be nice to start councelling, I didnt even have to have a waiting list. I told her everything I want to talk about and I am on a new medication which is more suitable for anxiety. I'm feeling very uncreative right now and drained so its hard for me to get my work done :( whinge whinge whine!