Plus I've not been taking my meds, I was put on some new ones, and the other day I looked at my tablets and were like seratine? what the hell are these where did these come from? I forgot what my own bloody tablets were called  or even that I had changed them to new ones. I'm not doing a very good job at looking after myself.

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hey, don\'t beat yourself up about it.
i get like this a lot . . .everything just seems more confusing sometimes. i think it\'s stress, but things change. *hugz* i\'m sorry that you were having such a bad day.
i hope that today is going a lil better for ya
your not alone with this...i\'ve been so isolated =[ and i know i shouldn\'t but i can\'t help it right now. i just tell my friends i\'m busy with homework...

your not a burden though. not by a long shot.
every time i read your journal, good or bad. i feel less alone. and i want to be physically alone right now....but not in my head....not by a long shot.
so hang in there huh? do what you can, and let the rest go...it is all you can do. and that\'s okay.