I keep bickering with my boyfriend, its only because I'm so ill and tired all the time, but I hate upsetting him, it needs to stop.Last night I had a dream that my boyfriend treated me like seb did, just simple things like dumping  me and me waiting on him for saying "ok ill take you back, but only if......". Things like not picking up his phone for days on end, or just hanging up on me all the time. I dreamt I had sex with seb, it was pushy and I felt uncomfortable, not wrapped up in the moment like I do with my current boyfriend.It made me realise how lucky I am to have my boyfriend, and I need to start appreciating him more. I'm going to tell him today.