Today I ate a whole steak, a massive acheivment for me! I haven't eaten in such a long time and I feel SO good. I was getting the worst headaches from hunger and just malnourishment in general, chapped lips, bad hair. Someone as prissy as me can't deal with looking so ill all the time!. Plus I ate half a bagel, and now I'm trying to eat some cake, but can only manage half I think. These tablets give me the worst taste in my mouth EVER it tastes like I'm sucking on a paracetamol! ugggghhh.Last night I picked a fight with my boyfriend, I said I wans't happy with him. In the cold light of day I told him I had realised I was just bored and pissed off with being ill, I'm just trying to subconciously spice things up a bit I think......well its a bad idea anyway. He's so perfect I shouldn't be doing that to him.