The funny thing about being abused is you never realise how bad it is at the time, (or realise its bad at all) I think thats why it still affects me now, I'll remember something I never thought was a big deal and now I'll think its really shocking and disturbing and I get angry at myself for letting it happen, and once I get over that I just feel stupid for letting it happen.
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yeah usually when we experience abuse we\'re mostly trying to survive through it. So we shut down emotionally to protect and unfortunately the fear, anxiety, sadness, anger comes back later to bite us in the butt and say \"hey guess what I\'m here...deal with me\"
Don\'t feel bad sometimes we\'re not in control of all our situations mostly because we don\'t always know what our recources and rights are.