Hi to anyone browsing along. Halloween and the weather is suprisngly good, like a spring day, Strange someitmes how what you want seems to come about by chance. I suppose its being more aware of oportunities in an almost subconcious way and taking sme kind of action. like a girlfriend seeing someone in a crowd wearing the same dress. Its either someone else with excellent taste, or its kind of annoying. I feel philisophical about things from a personal point of view, but living quite confortabley in London I am being very smug. As if I am living in some kind of bubble.Whats the point of lingering on all the pain in the world, I suppose people who have some religion are helped by their faith.Some one said of Tony Blair maybe He,s convenverting to Catholicism, because he has so much to be guity about. maybe cynics are just pessimistic, as a defence against getting hurt. I was diagnosed about 2 yrs ago I feel much more accepting and calm about things now especially since joinning this site. with encourage ment from hurricane sandy, I hope her situation is improving. I am inspired by all the people coping with this dammed conditon, like everything else its just words until it starts effecting you.well thats enough rambling from me best wishes to all and as Dave Allen would say may your god go with you.