Hey AllI made it through the open house. It was good and made a new friend.Joey needs 3 more credits to graduate and since he has so much problems in English the principal promise to help. So I feel good about that.I was tired but felt ok when I got home. Ralph was talking to a friend on the phone and then I got on the phone and talked.We talk for a long time then I sat on the couch in living room with hubby and rhonda. Then the cat got on my leg falling asleep. I finally was able to get up and go paint ceramics with Rhonda. I watch a christmas movie on tv seen it before but it was good.It was then 2 am Rhonda and Ralph was in bed so I decided to go to bed. Started thinking about some stuff worries bouncing in my head and couldn't sleep so got up to play on puter. Then finally went to bed at 4am. Didn't sleep that well. Got up at 11am. Ralph was suppose to get groceries and then he didn't feel like it this morning. So it seems he can go hunting but he can't do groceries. Anthony is gone hopefully on a job today. Joey went to see a friend. Ralph as usuall is on the couch and Rhonda is painting. I'm not mad at ralph for being sick but it seems groceries is to hard for him but hunting isn't hard. I don't know. Like he said he takes it day by day. I don't feel like going so hopefully Joey will be home soon to go.I just can't seem to want to get out of the house. Its safe at home and I don't want to go no where.We are having french toast and movie tonight the whole family this is my christmas gift from the boys to spend time with me.Well there is something else bothering me but I'm ashame to tell it so I'll stop here. Love ya allRobin