Hi, I am new to computer technology as you can probably tell. I am having as I am sure all of you are a hard time especially with the holidays here. I am constantly anzious and having a hard time trying to focus.. After 5 months I think that real reallity is setting in. I am so scared of  being alone for the rest of my life. I was sick (minor) a few weeks ago and I said Alice, you are sick and you are all alone. My kids are great, but it is not the same. I have been told that it WILL get easier as time goes, but what if I am that one person that it doesnt. I am still trying to navigate my way around this site, but I wanted to wish you all the best holiday season possible and my love goes out to all of you. Can't send any pictures, because just don't know how right now, but will try to hang in there and learn.