I went to doc, cried my eyes out& couldn't see for the rest of night. I cant handle how insecure I feel. I'm totally destroying my relationship w/my boyfriend. Once he is gone then I have no one. I have this idea that no one will ever love me because of my narc. and all the issues that come w\it. Than add the single mom thing and I'm on top of the most wanted list!Well depressing my self go-to go.