Hi GuysJust a quick entry as i've not got time to talk yet.Just wanted to say thanks for all of your journal comments, hugs and emails of support for me over the last couple of days. It meant a lot.Well hospital went ok. Went in with a don't care attitude as I was convinced all was not good again. So stupid me didn't look at the abdominal scan (too scared) and started to say to the sister well can i have me op this week and the lady who did the scan said no need all is ok look at that strong heartbeat. Had a glance and thought wow and then she stopped the scan. so didn't see much. She said I measured 7.5 weeks so only a few days behind my dates. Still can't believe it though. Hope all goes well, still scared i'll go for another scan and i will be told bad news. But only time will tell.I'll try and reply to all of your emails soon.ThanksEmmaLuv and hugs to all.
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That\'s such great news!!! I know how hard it is to not expect the worse, I think it is our way of self-preservation. But know that you\'ve seen the baby, try to believe that this is going to happen for you! I will keep you in my thoughts.
That is such great news. I had a miscarriage whilst trying for no 2 so I can appreciate how difficult it is to relax and enjoy pregnancy. Just take each day as it comes. As each milestone passes you will feel more and more confident. The good thing is you will be closely monitored therefore more opportunities for reassurance. One of my friends bought a sonogram thingy to listen to baby\'s heartbeat at home. She found this reassuring but I worried that it would cause me more stress if I counldn\'t find it. Thinking of you and hope all progresses well. Hugs x
fantastic news! i have been thinking about you and hoping for good news. i\'m so glad you received good news, although i can certainly understand your continued thoughts of doubt. once you have been what we have been through, it IS very hard to think otherwise out of both fear & fear of disappointment and heartbreak (again). i hope all goes well for this pregnancy, though. that would be SO lovely!!! just try to stay as positive as you can. (:
Thanks guys.