Today

Today has already started off so bad.  Started new meds yesterday, Kolpolin and had a great sleep.  This morning SO is acting like a snot and when we finally got to the bottom of what his issue was he said I was selfish and ate his cake last night.  I can never win with this man.  Can that me a source of my anxiety.  I feel he is moody and nasty and he feels the same about me.  I have already cried and taken meds and done deep breathing so maybe things will be better today.  It is very hard to live with someone you have to walk on eggshells with sometimes.  I am sad, angry and frustrated today.  have mental health app tomorrow.  Just want to get through day wtih out a blow up.  Sad, Angry, stressed out and upset.  I want these feelings to go away I don't want to have a bad day with him.

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mitche499
mitche499

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It is good you are taking steps to try & fix the situation about coping with your daily stress. Good luck at your appointment. ((( hugs )))
AK32
AK32

I see you\'ve tried lexapro and zoloft.... have u ever tried any other type of ssri? I have found my lexapro to be very helpful in managing my anxiety. Xanax or klonopin as well. I know what u mean though, it can be hard to get a script for these. so, who is SO...husband, son? I\'m not sure of all the internet slang yet ;) I think it is pretty typical to be on edge and easily irritated with anxiety and depression. Some days I feel like I\'m just spewing fire. this has been better since an increased dose of my lexapro though.
Im glad to hear you\'re going to a mental health appt. maybe u can check out therapy. That has been immensely helpful for me. a total lifesaver. I\'ll be thinking of u
AndreaBEE
AndreaBEE

Thanks everyone for your thoughts. I met a wonderful doctor who understands anxiety. He started me on Klonopin. It is working so good but makes me so spacy. Today I just took a 1/2. SO means boyfriend. He is sick of my anxiety and I am a bitch to him sometimes. Right now feeling Ok and positive for a Saturday. Want to go to the library and visit with my friend the librarian.