nite

Hate going to bed feeling like this. So many lies and denial around here.I don't care what anyone not even Big B says. I will not let off B's back until he admits that his medication is off and he has to take control of it. Everyone on here lying about him falling asleep while he's watching the baby. Every day. It's the meds I know but he refuses to admit it. The baby never goes outside unless I or T take him out. He says he's like his grandfather, who was very stoic.He was never taught how to play or laugh. But B was, he jjust doesn't want to do anything that he thinks would be boreing or useless. Said I should worry about my REAL son. I've been the only god damn woman who ever gave a crap about him. He and his father are spoiled rotten brats. I am so sick of them and this life. Now I'm going to try to sleep with this running around and around in my head. I'M STUCK!