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I have been feeling sad today because I've been wondering why this has happened to me? I know I did nothing to cause it and it's just something that happens but I still wonder why. I miss my mother being alive! I wish she was here to support me! I am thankful that I have my boyfriend, his family and all my friends online to support me! I try to focus on doing something that I enjoy each day. There's a friend on facebook who is fighting breast cancer for the second time. She's very inspirational and helpful! She sent me a video that made me smile! It's so strange to think that there's cancer growing inside me at this moment. That something that I can't even see is causing all of this havoc! Last week I was oblivious to all of this! It's crazy how one doctor's appointment can change everything! I know it's normal to be anxious and scared. I read other people's colon cancer stories.
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I\'m so sorry you are going through this. I can imagine the huge range of intense emotions that are surfacing. Yes, it is crazy how one moment, one word can be so very life altering. And I\'m so sorry this word has entered your world.
I\'m glad you have support around you my friend. I certainly don\'t have the all the answers to the questions you ask but I\'m here to listen, to encourage and send love. These chronic illness and struggles we face have turned us into fighters! Your DS friends are here to help you in your journey.
Sending positive thoughts and healing love and light to you!
Thank you so much loveandlight! Your support and encouragement along with my other DS friends means a lot!
I know when we are going thru tuff times or not feeling well at all-we miss our loved ones even more..I know the feeling about \"why me\" but then someone reminds me that God doesn\'t give us anymore than we can handle...cough
I will definitely learn how much strength I have. I just wish it was some other way. Seeing your smiling ice cream cone always makes me smile back! :)
We are here for you! Hope you can get more answers soon. I\'m sorry about your mom :(. Its hard when you want to talk to family members that are gone. I know I miss my grandmothers positive attitude all the time. But I try to remember her and what she would do. It helps a little. Doesn\'t make it easier, but helps the soul a bit. I hope you can find comfort here and with family.
I find lots of comfort here, with my boyfriend and with his family! :)