Thursday
It seems like I post when I only have bad days. Maybe I need to vent. Today I took care of some insurance business and no crying. It is sad but I am glad that I had no breakdowns. Monday and Tuesday after Easter were really bad and I thought I was back at the beginning. Today seems more calm and I am really thankful for that. I have started to list the positives on my good days so that I can look at them on my very sad days.
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It\'s a good sign that your bad days are decreasing and good ones showing up inbetween. You are entering the rollercoaster we often talk about. Keep venting, it\'s okay, and it helps. :) Sharon
Take it from me, you will have lots more paperwork before it\'s over. Make sure you have at least 6 death certificates. Everybody wants one. Now is my 4th year of widowhood and things are finally calming down. Thanks for posting in your journal, makes us know you better! Hang in there!