Monday

Today I went to Walmart with no tears.  Checked with Arnett's, said he mailed Ron's 1099 a week ago.  I know he is lying but can not figure out why.when I got home the horse haulers called for pick up of the last two horses .  They were really hard to load but the man and woman were very good, kind and patient.  So now the horses are gone and my next task is to file our taxes.  Federal is done but the man at arnett's is up to something. Have called 4 times and went up there once.  It is always in the mail.i will get a refund if I can mail it.  But thru all this I remained calm.  I would love for this feeling to last.  And tomorrow could be another couch day.  But now I know an even day will also come and I looked forward do it. Some day will be time enough to put some of Ron's things up.  I know that will hurt so I am in no hurry. No breakdowns TODAY!  First time in seven weeks.