another day

I need to find a job and get out of the house.  The place I worked at for 17 years closed three years ago and since then I have worked part time jobs. Ron and I deceided the month before he died I would draw SS and he would work another three years.  I have to get my emotions under control so I can look for work.  We are in a rural area so there isn't much going on.  I am scared that at 62 no one will hire me.  Ron and I were loners so I don't have a social outlet.  Thank God for our church.  Their hugs on Sunday is sometimes my only contact besides my children.  They live away from here but call every day.  Okay, I've got the negative out of my system now I am going to think of all the good things.