Feeling very sad today. I'm tired of being sick and tired. I just want to feel good and get back to life. Enjoy my kids and do stuff with them. I can only handle so much.
I hate to say it but sometimes I think it would be better to have MS or Cancer or something else. At least then I would know what was wrong with me, doctors could actually help and I wouldn\'t have to feel like I always have to explain myself to everyone. Because I look okay on the outside, no one understands what I go through. It\'s like I have to prove I\'m sick. I\'m just so tired. I want to be normal and do normal things, like actually being able to get through a day at work. The stress is so immense and the worry of losing my job because I am sick and not losing my sanity trying to get through each day. God help me.
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I hate to say it but sometimes I think it would be better to have MS or Cancer or something else. At least then I would know what was wrong with me, doctors could actually help and I wouldn\'t have to feel like I always have to explain myself to everyone. Because I look okay on the outside, no one understands what I go through. It\'s like I have to prove I\'m sick. I\'m just so tired. I want to be normal and do normal things, like actually being able to get through a day at work. The stress is so immense and the worry of losing my job because I am sick and not losing my sanity trying to get through each day. God help me.