We are aproaching Bobbys Angel date on August 30th.His accident was actually tonight.Tomorrow will be 52 weeks.I do not no were to begin.Went to the accident sight tonight with Bobbys sister Heather we cleaned all the grown in grass and weeds.There were two crosses still there from last year.After Bobbys accident All the kids made a big cross and signed it.We brought it home after one week.We did not want it to get ruined.So tonight we put it back along with a teddy beer and rose given to Bob.Many hats rosary beads and necklaces are also hung on the cross for Bobby from friends.We also lit four candles.It really looks nice.Nana also gave us a cross to put up there.Mamas cross from last year is still there standing tall.Bobby was ejected from the car and when he was found his feet were on a rock.Heather wrote on the rock with permanent marker.We also are having Bobby in the paper on Thursday.Bobbys mom can not go to the accident sight till this day.She was releaved to no things were taken care of.Me and Bobbys mom went to visit him after dark to make sure his candle was lit brightly.After i dropped Cathy of i snuck to the accident sight to be sure the candles were still lit.Wow no words could descibe the sorrow i have in my heart.I avoided the accident sight the week of Bobbys accident.So tonight it was like my moment.To see them candles lit there is just like having your heart riped out.We are going to be together tomorrow and we are going to release balloons at Bobbys place with family and friends on August 30th.All i can say is Bobby did not deserve this and the world we once knew has forever been changed.I thank Bobby for 21 years of incredible memorys and i thank Bobby for loving me.Our family chain has been broken and in my heart i no it will be put back together one buy one.I ask any of my friends who read my journal to please think of Bobby on August 30th.Please say a prayer that he is happy and in the kingdom of heaven with pure peace in his heart.I don't want him to worry or miss us as much as we miss him.I hope god gave him that peace.I will write to everyone soon.Paula
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Paula, Bobby is with you, last nite and tonite. He knows what you are doing and is very proud. I don\'t think they miss us as much as we miss them because they are close to us. They hear when we mention there name or tell as story about them. They are closer to us now then they ever were before. I will be saying my prayers for you and your family. God bless you, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
You know you have been in my prayers every moment this week. I am glad you have each other to hug and hang onto. Bobby is certainly at peace and knows how much you all love him. Love you, Sandy
be assured that Bobby is right there with you..and he\'s free and happy.I know how hard this will be for you and I will be thinking of you and your family.God bless and keep you close....Jeremy\'s mom carolyn