It has been a while since i wrote in my journal.I was sending out easter greetings to my friends and i ment everything i said.I have to admit its hard for me to be positive i miss Bobby so much and i dred holidays.You see i no Bobby and all our loved ones have eternal life and we will be together again.The problem is i want you here Bobby.I will have a hole in my heart knowing you won't be there tomorrow.I am so sorry this happened to you.You will always be the light of my life.Nothing will ever be the same.