Today i am going to wright about Bobby.He has perfect olive skin.Tan all year.He has big brown eyes with thick black eyelashes.One bat of those eyes and you would melt.Bobby has a perfect nose small with perfect features.People pay to have his nose.Bobby has a bright smile with perfect lips.He was born with that smile he never needed dental work.I always told him his smile reminded me of garfield eating lasaga!Bobby was almost six feet tall with broud shoulders maybe he was six feet.I never asked i just know he was taller than me and i am 5foot9.Bobby is that handsome.I always told his parents since he was a little boy he should be in magazines.Bobby is reserved meaning he never talked shit about anybody.What a great quality i love talking shit!Bobby was all boy he loved cars,music,xbox,anything electronic.He loved wrestling around with his friends.Knowbody would mess with his sister they knew better!Bobby touched many peoples lives he is caring charming loving and what a true freind should be and man he was funny.When he walked into the room it lit up.I have been told this so many times.I know because everytime time i saw him i lit up.All the times i took for granted.I always told Bobby how much i loved him and told him how handsome he was.I have so many regrets i wish i grabbed him and said "Bobby do you know how much you mean to Auntie how loved and appreciated you are how i could not live with out you."!My regrets are saying "not now Bob." "Maybe later Bob.""Thats nice Bob.".How i regret not sitting down with my neaphew and sucking up every word he had to say.Its to late now.I will never get those days back and i will regret it for the rest of my miserable life!
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I am sorry you are hurting,I will pray for you,and your family.
He probably knew exactly how much you loved him-our wonderful guys really do know this-but he certainly knows it now. Hugs and love to a wonderful Aunt!