Tonight is proving difficult. My Husband managed to come home for a visit over the weekend, but I really have no idea when he'll be here again; rumor is October 7th, or sometime shortly thereafter. It was wonderful having him home, but...now he's gone again, and today I seem to be entirely forgotten. No text messages, no emails, no returned phone calls. He's usually better about contacting me -somehow- everyday, and yet....he's like he got his "fix" so it doesn't occur to him to be a bit more considerate? I don't know. I know this is proving to be incredibly hard, and it's only going to get worse. If I anyone reads this and doesn't know, my Husband is military and gone 75% of the time now. I also know he isn't going to talk to Steven (name changed) about switching positions. Doing so would allow him to be home almost all the time, but he loves his current job...and the travel...so I just know in my heart he isn't going to actively persue that as a possible solution. He comes home and I try my very best to be as happy as I can, and I think it works against me; instead he thinks I'm doing better than I am, so finding a remedy for the situation isn't as dire as it actually is. I cannot win.